She has been married to Li Yan for decades and hasn't experienced any of the exaggerated plotlines found in most novels, such as being killed by her husband and a mistress.,Ningyuan knew that Li Yan must have thought about divorcing her many times.,Every night, she lay awake until dawn, tears soaking her pillow. During the day, however, she still put on the facade of a dutiful wife and mother, managing the household.。