.Especially her eyes, hollow without a trace of color, no focus, just wide open staring at the chandelier on the ceiling. Tang Shuwen suddenly thought, she hadn't made a single sound since they arrive...Bai Ye's new medicine is very effective, extending the lifespan of artificial hearts. Kaka's condition is about the same as before, and in most cases, Kaka is no different from ordinary people. If you don't tell others, it would be impossible for anyone to know that he has an artificial heart.

Because it's a new drug, it's uncertain whether it will fully integrate or if there will be rejection. Kaka has to take anti-rejection medication every year to maintain his heart circulation.

If there are no overly severe rejection phenomena, the White Night plan can return to normal in about a month.

For this, Chu Li and Rong Yan were extremely worried, unable to sleep at night, deeply afraid that Kaka's body would have problems and they wouldn't be able to make up for it.

Kaka knew, Wushuang was back.

He also knew that WuShuang knew about his illness. He had woken up for several days but WuShuang hadn't come to see him. Kaka waited patiently, he knew that everything couldn't be hidden forever.

Some things, he should also tell Wushuang truthfully.

If possible, he would rather never let her know. He thought he could keep it hidden, but in the end, he overestimated himself.

When he woke up on the fourth morning, Wushuang was sitting by his bedside. He had been sleeping deeply because of the medicine lately, and he didn't notice Wushuang coming in at all.

"無雙's spirit doesn't seem to be good. Seeing him wake up, he managed a smile, Kaka also smiled, "Feeling better"

"Kaka stood up, nodded, and offered a bitter smile. 'You finally decided to come see me.'"

"I didn't mean to avoid you," WuShuang said, a dull ache settling in her heart. She wished she could see Kaka brimming with energy, just as he used to be, instead of the Kaka wracked with illness and pain.

"Why are you telling me this now" Wushuang asked, a hint of anger in her voice. She narrowed her eyes and said, "Why didn't you tell me sooner If I had known earlier, all these years wouldn't have..."

She wouldn't waste it for nothing. How many decades could they afford to spend like this

"I don't want to die," Kaka said, deflecting the question. Countless questions swirled in his mind, but they were all overshadowed by that one statement: "I don't want to die." Everything that had come before suddenly seemed irrelevant.

Yeah, I don't want to die.

Such people face death with unflinching composure, never fearing it. However, not being afraid and not wanting to die are two different things. She wasn't afraid of death, but she also didn't want to die.

She still had many unfulfilled desires, and many things she hadn't done. How could she bear to die, she couldn't bear it, she just couldn't.

They fell silent. Kaka looked at Wushuang's cold profile, his heart aching with a dull pain that throbbed slightly in his chest. He instinctively reached up to cover his heart, trying to quell the throbbing.

For so many years, he had endured the pangs within his body with such tranquil calmness.

"Does it hurt" she asked calmly.

Kaka subconsciously wanted to shake his head, but in the end, he nodded, it hurt very much.

Wushuang suddenly felt a sense of relief. All his ruthlessness over the years was for her one truthful statement. Kaka, was it really so hard for you to tell me the truth Why did it have to come to this before you were willing to admit that you were hurting.

He suddenly grabbed Wushuang's hand, pulling her into his arms, "Wushuang, don't do this, please, don't."

Her indifference was the cruellest torment to him.

"Isn't that what you wanted" Wushuang sneered, her words were harsh, but she behaved meekly, nestling in his embrace. She longed to rely on him forever.

Kaka held her tightly, his arms squeezing with all his might.

"I'm heartless, I'm heartless..." Kaka explained, "I don't even know how long I can live myself, so how can I promise you What if I leave and you're left alone in the world How would you get through the long, dark nights I dare not promise you anything, nor do I want to see you fall deeper. Wu Shuang, Wu Shuang..."

Wu Shuang was furious, she raised her hand and struck. When her temper flared, she always acted without considering consequences, striking whoever was in her way. But now she was concerned about his body. "Since you won't give me a promise, why did you come looking for trouble Why didn't you stay away from me Why do you only care about yourself and not my feelings I hate you, I hate you, I hate you..."

She reached up and struck his shoulder, tears welling in her eyes. She hardened her heart and bit down on his shoulder viciously, as if trying to bite out the years of grievances she had endured.

His grievance, her grievance…

She always felt that she was the most wronged one. She loved him deeply and without regret for over ten years, chasing after him relentlessly and dedicating her youth to him for more than a decade. No matter what treasures or precious stones were offered, they were all meaningless to him. Kaka wasn't even willing to respond to her, not even a little bit. She had despaired and resented him, wondering why he didn't love her.

She was always domineering, refusing to allow him to say no. She didn't know that her closeness accelerated his death, nor did she know that every time she capriciously kissed and caressed him, he endured excruciating pain while forcing himself to remain calm and act as if nothing was wrong. For so many years, countless nights they had shared a bed, she knew his body better than anyone, yet she never knew that there were so many blades piercing his chest, that his heart was so imperfect.

She actually ignored his body, his health condition so much.

Kaka, she longed to have this man, but forgot to give him the most basic care. All these years, besides accelerating his heart failure, what has she actually been doing

He was even heartless enough not to remind her.

Don't you want to die

If you don't want to die, just remind her.

It's so agonizing, she's never felt this way before in her life. Just thinking about Kaka's suffering for over a decade fills her with unbearable pain.

"Don't cry..." Kaka held her tightly, pressing her against his chest. Ignoring the searing pain on his shoulder, she had always been ruthless. That bite was quite painful.

But he didn't care.

All I want is for her not to cry.

She cried so hard her heart was breaking.

"I'm sorry..." Wu Shuang choked out, her head rubbing against his chest as she cried uncontrollably. She repeated "sorry," over and over, apologizing to him for the past decade-plus of her domineering and possessive love that had caused him so much pain.

She thought that for so many years, she was the one who loved him the most, but she didn't know that she was the one who caused him the most pain.

Kaka, I'm sorry.

She once said that she hated the three words "I'm sorry" the most in her life, and if anyone dared to say them again, she would beat them up. Today, however, she apologized to him. Those pale and powerless words were the deepest sorrow.fa, feeling a warmth that wasn't entirely from the lamplight. Did this count as catching him cheating She gave a hollow laugh, never expecting to be in this situation herself. When she had heard Han B...